Sunday, May 2, 2010

Back to work!

I can't believe this day is already here! I return to work tomorrow! Really, has it already been 12 weeks?!? My heart is sad! I don't know how I am going to leave my sweet baby boy! I have enjoyed every.single.second of the past 12 weeks and now I just keep thinking of all I will miss! While I actually like my job nothing compares to how much I love being his mommy! Yes, I am having my own personal pity party at the moment ~ please say a little prayer that this week won't be as hard as I'm expecting!


Thankfully he will be spending 2 days a week with Dad and only 3 days at daycare. So, he doesn't officially start daycare until Tuesday. I'm sure the water works will be flowing the next couple of days! Well, technically there have already been a few tears.


Wouldn't you be sad to leave this face?

8 comments:

H2's Mommy said...

My heart is super sad for you too. I remember thinking the same and feeling the same way with Harper. I really hope it isn't near as bad as your thinking. I also pray that the days fly by for you and the nights are slow so you can enjoy your evenings with your little man! I know you'll both be so ready to see each other every afternoon! I love you and will be thinking about you tomorrow and I'll only be a phone call away!

Keeping Up With The Joneses said...

Tiff, you will do great! Not going to lie, I worked with Sittre Paige and I cried my eyes out the first day of work, but what an amazing feeling to come home to your bundle of joy!! I know it made me a better mommy!! I craved Sittre Paige which is different if you're home with them every single day! You're an awesome mommy and God performs miracles if you eventually want to be a stay at home mommy. It might seem like a "never" but you keep the faith!!! God will tell you where your heart needs to be!! I mean he gave you Sawyer, can Jesus get anymore awesome??!! You are a great mom!! Kristen

H2's Mommy said...

Kristen-perfectly said! so true :)

Amy said...

I am thinking about you. It will be hard, but coming home to your little one will be the best feeling in the world!

Kathy Jo said...

Tiff, I can not imagine the feeling that you are going to have today...sadness to leave him, joy that he is home with Keith, unending happiness to see him again this evening. You are an amazing Mommy!!! Lean on God to help you through this...He is there to listen through the hills and valleys!!! We are all here for you too!!! I can't imagine what Keith and Sawyer will be up to today!!! :)

I love you and I am praying for you!
Kathy

Amanda said...

I am so sorry that you have to leave your baby boy, but it will fly bya nd he will be so happy to see youwhen you get home! I am thinking about you and hope and pray that this is an easy transition for you! Love you all!

Tiffany said...

Thanks guys! All of your sweet comments really have made me feel better! I appreciate you all thinking about us! Love you all!

BeLLa said...

that is the cutest pic of sawyer for you to be able to look at all day. with dad able to keep him a couple of days will help to ease your anxiety too.

hopefully your days will be busy and fly by. i think tomorrow might be a little harder on you that today was.

i love you tipper. xoxo